So why don't I do it more often??? Life gets in the way... Stupid answer. Life is what I like to write about. It helps me get things off my chest. I don't do it because I want the whole world to know what's going on. I just do it because I'm not good with whining and sometimes you just need to emotionally purge.
I think this may be why I am where I am. It has been too long since I have allowed myself to let it out. Could that be why I feel like I've recently fallen in a manhole and no one knows I'm here??? Oh yeah. Absolutely!!! Even still, I don't think I'm ready to let it all out. Just yet. I still need time to analyze the crap out of it. See where I'm going with it. What the next step will bring. Then. Maybe. I will have a good emotional vomit.
Until then. I'll just keep writing in my head.
